Obviously its been challenging for you. And hard you know to lose a family member. Its very hard. He was a little bit drunk he drank that night and then the next morning me i didnt hear from him and i was a will and thats weird and im like you must be really mad at me and i didnt hear from him i didnt know what was going on and then they come up to me that the and then ok whats going on why i mean what i do and then im like thinking like in my head like ok i havent done anything bad and i havent done anything that i can think of anything and asking all where we got last night and the 1st thing that pops into my whole you know whats going on whats wrong with what you know i told him that he was he came is he in jail is he like her whats wrong with that like the last thing i thought of him was what was wrong with him you know the last thing and then towards the end they tell me ok were going to take it and. Who did we found his body. 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I thought and i think when i look around i see him with a little bit of peace in him but its hard at the same time because i dont know why its just when were trying to get through the life we will never try for her like not to grow up here because you know what do you think he was raised here for him does was it for him this was basically that they never got out of here and i want was he to get out and i do her who is going. Yes tell her hes in a little until her so thats whats left of this. Crime. Like. A back. Up in a basketball game a large crowd hanging around the parking lot so we were just there to disperse the crowd because when you get large crowds like that drinking nothing good ever happens from that so we are said down there to make sure what he gets home safely. We only want to. So thats where. The ponies thought i was trying to make. His life there. Was some more noble thing with him and good. To stop it. Just really rough treatment on the street. And nothing there was want to rescue the world one individual who didnt want to go along with the program so we had to rest im. Sure my little one is only. The cod doing. The c. R. A. Joining. Me now. Is for me not. The oldest puppet to call it doesnt look this good i got a. Good look at it look at us they think they tell us they came in a scuffle. Took him down because he was talking. You can say what you want to say and alright to put a hand on him you know as will go down around his son tom some time ago. As black Police Officer its definitely different. Than again i am brittany off rather than you know black me something but its definitely different it works both ways some people some citizens are more comfortable talking to me because im black and some people think that i should give people a lot of breaks because im black you know i get double tom think oh now that me so it is my pain a little more stressful being a black Police Officer down here but. I dont know why but i actually like it i dont want to work in the other business like you know. Working in this area. Are you prepared to give up on the andre was on the run. He had got into a domestic dispute with the childs mother she knew he was on the run she still called the police are. Not taking anything the same thing negative about her so he fled to the house that was down the street so he gets into a standoff what i would say about. 1520 sheriffs officers if you feel you 7 are bad bad bad. Bad bad youre. Not one of those nannies you know you know you did where you are you can let you. Know. That if. You get. The police are to my right im behind a small gang but i can see the camera lens and focus on the andre on the porch its dark. I dont know if he hasnt gone thank you yet it may be. That i dont know whats going to come out that this is the situation i know i have a lot of aggressive people thats on the scene so were all just trying to feel fill it out know whats going on that no you know nothing about it you know you are going to leave me no no no. No no no no words is this big long dialogue talking back and forth with the sheriff there saying give yourself up and say look i want to run im for going to for ever in a penitentiary just grant me the chance to see my girl im not going to hurt or i just want to see my girl and we can all be fair peacefully they will i know give yourself a listen in the dog so hes a gang member in a movie got a tough mentality so hes like not having met you know im going to die right here now stasi. It is a mystery. That maybe. There might. Be the. Right you. Feel. You need we hope you get some point in your life where. You dont care anymore nobody cares about you so you dont care about anything on the given him his aggression cantante of aggression and ive given him any sympathy like you know what just cause maybe mother knowing that his baby mother isnt a cop car there was an argument on a hospital so hes thinking like im going to lose my baby life so hes want to want top of anxiety is right now. I told you youd never to have enough people. You know. Im just wondering. If youre. Going to die right here. To. Hear nothing but. At. Least. You know im not what you both very careful not to tell. Me that youre that you know you already so were planning now were just were just listen to knock i can feel the tension oh i feel like somethings for happen you know somethings going to happen you dont know to what extent its going to happen but you can fill in and was raised im getting goosebumps in this dialogue is going on and in the middle of a dialogue its like a dance science. So what weve got to do is identify the threats that we have its crazy. Let it be an arms race move this on all sides very dramatic developments only. I dont see how that strategy will be successful ready. To sit down and talk. Cash cow and. Alfonzo are among. Those changing to a change guard. At allow a c. Or a child to post youve got 2 years to. Prevent. Thats causing trademark 1000000000. 00 industry these companies have a huge financial motivation to solve these problems there are numerous talking showing that doctors were keen to cast thats right concentrates the effects of its on the patient gives them doctors the wrong quite. Why they would keep me sick each of those years. And people still die i will always question all right being to live so many have. To get up off the ground to serve began to pat him down to. Not hurt them freaks on the sounds of an mit grown man like mislead essentially observing. John. Was that away from the officer. Out of his group. They obviously did a kind of lunge for the web in ones midst and then when it happened on 3 swung at the observations didnt hit him i never saw any contact with you do you any kind went back to where they were so the answer is back here there try again 15 feet apart at this point and thats when the officer is gonna need to turn 3. When it got to go. No it was still. Going to. Get your. Number you know. My you know my you know you mentioned it maybe im here when you. Come here. So as we wait out the tension increases it goes from stylist to the cops time back on give up yourself come on right now youre not seeing your baby mother now period youre not seeing her you give up yourself right now were standing in a dogs. Name a man with no options so its very very very tense dog walk around or hes round up bringing a dog were going to dog if you bring in a dog i will blast on it with you know you. Like you know youre kind of a go. Where. You are so. They released the dog when they released the dog. He jumps up to protect itself from getting bit like anybody would to shield themselves from getting bit so he gets up with a shoe in his hand he throws it if you. Know. When this motion happens going pop pop pop pop pop. It was a sure. You. Got the commander in a bank i didnt tell any. By to sure i never gave that order to go. Oh oh oh i love you know. They go pick up the dog they send a medal back for the dog and all sentimental back for that the kid has shaken on to ground they still come out with their guns pointed at him like as if hes going to get up hes not going to get up after that nobodys going to get up out again shot 88. 00 times they reported 23. 00 shots he was shot 88. 00 times in his body but youre. Right now theres a small little war. In which we in the bounty hunters great story. We could be anything as minor as a girl because somebody took somebody elses girl so. Somebody gets shot in a war breaks out. You know in the past the gang members would do as you know they committed drive by they would ask you where youre from and if you gave out the wrong answer. They kill you now. Want to gang member going to drive by or walk up and well someone where youre from doesnt. What your answer is you can get killed anyway there is no correct answer and i dont know why that started or where that came from but. Nowadays if. A gang member asked you where youre from boston do is run because going to shop. The gangs are in the schools and theres not a lot of Police Presence in the school so they basically have free reign there. And it starts off when theyre young you know you get the little youngsters out there fighting in the schools. And it spills onto the streets and you know the teachers are out there trying to do the best job they can but its just a its a tough environment and you have the good kids that are actually trying to get education theyve got to deal with all the gang feuds that are going on. In the schools. A lot of our students come from Single Family homes and a large majority of our students around 70 percent of my kids are actually coming from foster homes every kid wants to learn and i dont think that any one of our kids comes with the intention to gangbang every single day thats not part of their agenda. This is to make sure that my kids exit to get home avalon boulevard is the street that they have to cross over anything cross over walk down to get to the train station to get down to their homes across avalon boulevard and sometimes kids go. And see. What high schools run about 720. 00 as gangs so the dangers that we face that kids come in to and from school so we have the Safe Passage Program which consist of Law Enforcement c. R. C. Public safety was in our pipe skewed form that actually do security on campus and off campus and our community again in a bid to records former gang members that changed their lives and they kind of help us with the safe passage safe passage is a 1000 feet from the school so our jurisdiction far has been the security on campus we could at least 1000 feet from the school. We work in concert with l. A. P. D. And a loss as county sheriff on a side track campus. We are Security Officers or allowed to carry and cuss pepper spray and firearms if we was a see somebody its adding a kid we will definitely jump out and stop that person from attacking a kid and yes we can detain him in holding the l. A. P. D. Gets. We have had kids get shot you know come to school the 1st that was the 2nd year that we was here with green dot kids walking the school and. You guys walked up to him. And shot him he was a former gay member that was trying to get his life together he was trying to you know. Get a good education and but you know what you already been tagged as a gang member and you know even though you try to turn your life around and try to do the right thing look at it like thats not. The case the guy who actually shot him cornered him in a back yard l. A. P. D. Came to a perimeter and they was actually because we got the l. A. P. D. Was actually able to make an arrest. Is special here in l. A. You never know something is going to happen is. They have the spirit of moment so some days days be real cool and Nothing Happened and then some days you know its as soon i guess war 3 out here. So starting going into high school i went to morningstar high school and in all california. I can remember being around the age of 15 or 16 or we started becoming active gang members after high school ive experienced dayton a socalled enemy and 97 was about 18 and experiencing that situation and having a revealed in front of my homeboys. Almost cost me my life. And saying that i remember was 97 maybe 2 weeks before my graduation one of my homeboys close to me. Wanted to kill me and it was like a dark night i just remember it was kind of dark and it was one light twitching and within that light that was to you know twitching like i remember looking across the street and it was one of my homeboys from my neighborhood at a trench coat on and he walked up towards me and i remember him telling me i was and i said well was sub you here to see me and he pulled out the 45 and he put it to my face and. What that what then that quick 2nd i snooped the gun very smooth i seen all the bullets and the barrel. And he Start Talking crazy he was on the Start Talking crazy talking about you know i should be smoked because im dana enemy and i understand i know the protocol for females you know like you dont date enemies you dont date other fools from other neighborhoods i think the guys can probably get away with it but for females no and so because i did date somebody from another neighborhood it almost cost my life. He pulled the trigger but it was like a spiritual thing that happened that i cant explain till this day i mean for me i think it was god that was my transition of changing because when he pulled the trigger the barrel moved but no bullets didnt come out and i blacked out and when i blacked out i remember fallen in his black tunnel i thought i was shot in the hit. I thought i was going to hell because i was in i was in this black tunnel falling and then finally i was just looking back and im like where am i like my date already or was going on im going to hell and i remember start i started to pray that all father to hell mary because this is things that i kind of remember from catechism and i said you know what ive done live but its better to go on and pray and just hope that the lord you know forgives me for my sins and i move forward and i remember looking back as i fall in this tunnel it was the virgin marys hands and i accepted my death and when i accepted my dad i was back and im Still Standing up the person still pull in the trigger and the bullets are not even coming out and its clicking. And then my mom comes finally he runs and my mom just pulls up and im just shocked like oh my god i could have my brains laddered on the floor 2 weeks before graduation. You know its difficult to get in and out of South Central los angeles and its its just a violent area that the level of violence that people live with is unacceptable entirely unacceptable when i was a little girl my parents took me to vietnam when i was in saigon during the tet offensive i was not as afraid in saigon with bombs dropping every day from dusk till dawn as i was when i came back to los angeles because i was the victim in los angeles i didnt feel like i was a victim in vietnam and the level of violence i feel is just the same really even though they dont declare it to be a war zone it is a war zone. Cameras in the Public Housing developments there was great distain the folks in the community didnt want the cameras there theres already bars on the windows and some of the developments and the to me perspective was already living in a prison when you drive by. Community it looks like a prison and now youre adding video cameras and now youre watching us and being brothers always watching us we just want to feel like were a normal community but on the other hand the cameras have been extremely successful as it relates to Law Enforcement and witness intimidation weve had some murders occur inside jordan downs and caught them on video to where we dont have to ask a Community Member to put their life in danger and testify because we got it all on video so i think now that its grown on the community and they realize that were utilizing it not to suppress them but to help them its been extremely successful. Because. We said. Theres a. Lot of most of the most companies you know the good news is you. Know most hope when i meet with. This company she told me nobody goes from didnt you know shes. Just put you through a coke. Machine. You know you kind of this. Little kid is. Always to. Come to you and this to. You. Because the. Financial one. 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