Should have to dw the thoughts means something for me to continuously explore. Choosing a send, a new name is a return to my filipino route. And andrew from now on change my name to be so call me at the the, the for me right at the beginning it was a lot above my one question about understanding what i dont like to it is about also because i come from, you know, punjabi, i know being really controlled or like different kinds of thoughts and sometimes they dont even think but as i have grown up, i think nicely it his name for me to explore. I was as a country as a civilization and my name is smith harvey. Im 35 years old and i was born and grew up in bentley. I live in san diego where i worked at the intersection of odd parenthood heritage and digital technology. The, i think my professional walk is what about exploring . I was one of our buses or yes, but also all the routes as a country. The traditions 50 have the i just was 5 years. So i was really uncomfortable. I live, i was going i just hit my body. Just hit me. Yeah. I just felt the woman being a girl that was trapped in the wrong body shop. A man jack bracket that everyone in thailand didnt know me as an chunk of homes. That is my real name and my full name, which i never changed, even though i transform myself. And the trans woman who used to see off to hand global media. Happy game at that and thailand. Some of my stuff and the tv host escrow and this phone number to myself. Actress tv 1st and her investor. And im also the father of my own charity. Grew up in a very small rental retail shop in one of the fresh market of thailand. Remote area, bangkok i tried to dress on, i love walking, smelling, eating, like a woman. Every breath that i take, i just love to become one. And the people just leave me alone. Like you, i am gay. Queer did not understand the defend of beans. You have a lot of indigenous communities and its very common to have a christian name and an indigenous name. Lauren, where you used to be the 1st, you know that you remember its name, but i also have a chosen name. Its due on my la. It means free spirit and filipino if you like, its a part of my process of the color decision choosing i send it, the new name is a return to my filipino route. I am a co meeker creative and i love to cook and i love i had a teacher, he was a very opposed to how positive and looked at everything america. So even at that age i already had this concept of life. Just because its for in doesnt mean its better the gone to almost or philippine provinces. My life was happy about try those. Its called 3 d aligned to be working with indigenous communities, learn new from them. But i would always return to many like and dislike the called the sexual. Harassed by mon teach graph at the age of 12 years old. Just to to this so what is the no, no, to overcome on the police. Have to be damn good in front of them. So i have to be shop. I have to be smart. Thats it. So no matter what, nothing can stop me. That these at this when it was at the age im 56 years old. I just ran out from the Family Business and they set up my own the kind of successful. You can have the really want to yourself and everyone will say, go for it. Im happy for you. The how i lives was really fast. Not sleeping, also, not the thing was the 2 worlds with the pulling at me. I held the values of indigenous full force as an ideal, but it was really difficult to a body and live those principles in my own life. When i got sick with govig, i would lose some grass just taking 5 steps. I had a problem remembering things i thought i was just going to recover here in laguna for a while. And then when i got better, the thought of going back to my knee and i just felt like that was a very constricting wait list. For the 1st time in my life, i felt called to stay in place. 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