Street. So many different walks of life. Some one. Oddly tried but all of them come straight from the heart to look for a cd or even when theres no more delusion the march quarter inch. From the 1st of the last to their final resting place the russians w. Documentary. Look i didnt look at these people they gathered in front of my house yesterday they surrounded the Building Block the entrance and would not let anybody out look at them cheering and clapping its so scary. They just this one is mr luca from state security. I dont have an issue and when i opened the door a man told me if you come out i will kill you. 6 i am free now at least physically i was able to leave my apartment and move to a friends house i would have thought that last night but my mind is still very tense. They are anywhere on the 9th of july 2015 chinas police began arresting lawyers and human rights activists in total almost 300. 00 were detained in heaven and. My husband one shang jiang was one of these lawyers. Retired hope i hope what you guys are 28 years after my husband was detained i started writing articles about my experience i went to see government and legal agencies to inquire about my husband thats when i started getting pressure from them what you sow you dont underrate it by our. Behavior in the beginning i lied to my son i said your fathers on a business trip. But one day he suddenly asked me my mom why is my dad in prison. Was the 1st thing you know 7 that what i want to hit him with my twisting words thats what i want to do you. Want to believe and that i need the fullest you are allowed to be angry and to express your anger but we do not resort to violence we will use the law to solve this problem. Whats on the chain all the transformation i always knew that my husband risk detention. Actually i dont have but i did not imagine the kind of hardship we had to enter on that will put it out dandy and that of course there were tensions in the past they were good for example arrest democracy activists who have been trying to organize a party but that they would go after lawyers on such a scale that is something we did not expect you are sure it would be hard to go through this alone everybody tells you keep quiet dont stir up trouble when i see her we both know we dont speak up i just say the word all of us lawyers wives did not know each other before but this has brought us together to share that of our land to the car. Or to the trunk or shy horrible he would. Have all your data and the titles and tell me that all the. Soldiers i do. Order for the most desperate thing about this country is not that people are treated unjustly for. What really causes disappearing is that when that happens of them nobody is willing to stand up for them and speak out and you saw it in moreover few people even dare to show compassion the dead right. Now so. When they cant threaten you they cant cheat you into compliance with promises but when that doesnt work they have no more ways jonsons you continue speaking the truth is the safest option for us is untruth. You. Want me out with end of the i need to keep raising our voices we need to continue expressing a resistance and anger towards the relevant departments and we hope people will continue to Pay Attention to their stand by them and or that they were treated of one born to the shooting. Digital youth this is the last time i saw him in the trying to sutro. Wish. Only janet had he went to work on a case i joined him to visit some friends call and from there i went to my hometown so he got to do it all he had the heart suddenly he stopped answering the phone i tried to get through for a whole morning and truly was Home Ownership then i knew something terrible had happened. But i did not think it would be such a long time that it is out there and you know. You didnt read it this feels so distant. Want to quote i constantly cried for 6 months i cried so much that people got scared when they looked at my face you do every day i would check my phone to see whether there was any news about him to me but man i thought he sounded kind out one day i try to read my messages and i could not recognize some of the characters anymore they were blurred and thats when i understood that i cry too much. Could have had more. But it also like i told only one friend. Whom i mean. How did he ask you. Or did you tell him yourself having a brother that. Asked me where my father was i made him promise you wouldnt tell anybody its a secret. Though and im very nervous and excited i did not sleep ive been waiting for this with 3 and a half years and i sent him back today is his court hearing. And its already here yesterday around 930 i went downstairs the state security agent came to see me he told me i was not allowed to go to tianjin where his trial is held. At noon i look down stairs as a 5 state security. So when i go down in a moment i dont know what will happen so that was how it all fighters from us. Well they. Will have. To. Come to the cage so we dont im nervous ive been through this many times but each time is different races she adrenaline rises every time and you. Know. I sent you a message yesterday that the trial is not open to the public it concerns state secrets what if my husband disappeared 3 and a half years ago im his wife i have the right to attend his trial this is not about somebodies wife its about state secrets. Let me tell you youre still young dont do this kind of work youre infringing on other peoples dignity by leading them right this will take its toll on you as well as all that youve. Got here so youre not im not told off. Indian no i hear number. Today one son john was sentenced to 4 and a half years in prison but i firmly refused to accept this verdict i do not recognise it i think the reason is that he has remained firm has not cooperated and not pleaded guilty thats why the verdict is so harsh. Well john is not guilty the police and the judges who convicted him. When. He was suffering his most severe in the beginning when they play she will secret prisons. You dont have any contact to the outside world sometimes even the guards dont talk to you. Every day you have to sit or stand youre not allowed to move. After some time they showed me a photo of my son i came with his mother to look for me going to how my mother told it up here thats when i collapsed i cried bitterly and could not stop for 3 days poorly with any initiative i think if i had been less resilient psychologically i might have gone mad at you when you were from the other. You know your photo. Was or is it that one was seen in africa tree. Before you. And since i was released in april i feel drawn to nature. I enjoy being outdoors often. So i started getting interested in what all these plants are. Friend recommended and after that recognizes time and thats great to hear that you know that. The national one but it didnt work i dont trust my words to express this feeling to have lost something and then to get it back. But i cannot find words to express it. It feels like something exceptionally precious. That there is also fear. Fear that i might lose them again i. Know what their users are going to see authorities have revoked my license to practice law but i dont feel in any way against what has been done to me. I want my case to be heard in court. If. I just came out my son and i were very affectionate. With each other at least superficially but since then the a strange man has become quite visible but when i tell him something or criticize him he opposes me rebels this is something that gives me a headache so i think a lot about how to bridge this gap and to ease the effects of my detention on my son. Do you sell. That. Sound. Camera. And. Have some talented filmmakers from different parts of the world all have one mission. They live for. Thats barely known thomas the 3 women show them the best names for them part 21. Next on w. They were sworn enemies for most of their lives in the end they fought for control of iraq. Hamann reza pahlavi feel sorry. I want to know what. Total Ruhollah Khomeini her. 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