i'll throw up. >> do you have motion sickness? >> yeah. >> i hear ya. >> i'll explain that to them and hopefully they'll take that to consideration. >> thank you. >> go ahead. >> any way you could tell me how you feel real quick, stacie? >> relieved to get the rest of my life going. tired. >> be glad to be leaving here? >> yeah. yeah. i think spending 15 months here, number one, helped me get sober. it's the first time in my life that i'm sober 100%. and it helped me realize who i am or who i want to be. just comfortable in my own skin. i guess my biggest fear would be