i'm only lost because of y'all. forgive me, lord. i'm so sorry. ♪ >> this is my first time looking at lake michigan in this spot since that day. i drove my car right down to the side of where land ends and i sat there contemplaing taking my life and driving into that brake. i had my foot on the brake, car in drive and gun in my hand. my intend was to shoot and be in that lake. >> and the police came. >> police came. they had these two militarized