but once it stays too long, it ends up in the trash can. >> soon after we met her, potter declined to speak any further on camera as she tried to adjust to her new surroundings. now several weeks later, she's changed her mind. >> when i first got in here i was having extreme panic attacks and anxiety attacks, and i couldn't breathe. it was scarey. i cried all the time. i thought i was going to be out within a couple weeks. i still am kind of confused about a lot of things and it sucks being in the dark and not knowing what's going to happen. waiting for court date to court date. living on that week to week. it's difficult. it really is. >> what do you think about him? >> ryan, honestly. i think about him a lot and then think about what i could have done differently that night. >> what could you have done differently that night?