about what women are exposed to. what has it been like to cover this? >> well, people do understand this, but it's worth pointing out that the stories that make the news are harvey weinsteins and louis c.k. it's because they are celebrity that it makes news. but for most women it's not news that men do this. for me, for most women we've talked to we've been sexually harassed every job we've been in, including the media is the fourth state is supposed to be the police of institutionalized sexual misconduct. and yet it's all over the media. we've all been harassed by men we work with. and then you know of course the stories of random men masturbating in front of us. first time it happened to me i was five years old. and the reason my story is because it happened many times to many of us. and what we are read inning the news is very tip of the ice berg. >> i understand the feeling like a grim slog because it feels