i said this is it for me. i'm going to hang it up and everything. my daughter was born and i got out a month later. it was crazy. like oh, wow, i've got a baby. i'm a dad now. me, i've got a problem. my daughter got born, the whole process of being a father and everything got board. i'm not even trying to sound like a [ bleep ]. i'm keeping it real. but i started making excuses and i made it cool for myself to start venturing away and before i knew it, now i've got two kids and then my third -- my other baby momma is his -- >> ex-wife's sister. >> and i had a baby with her. andhen i had a baby with another girl. and i'm like dang, before i knew it -- it's a joke amongst all my family every time they see me they ask me how many kids have you got now? >> what's your number now? snoo why are you giving up free