something you don't just grab on to, you have to earn that. you have to work your way into that. i did a lot of inmate assaults, stabbings. >> you're a drug addict who comes into prison. >> yeah. >> and becomes. >> a killer. i hate it. i hate life right now. i'm not only in prison now. i'm the scum of prison. that's what this is,the scum of prison. i reside in what's called the iyp, which is the shu integrated yard program. it's the second phase for inmates that are debriefing, disassociating themselves from the prison gang. nobody got no respect, you can't trust anybody. anybody you go around, all they want is information from you. some dirt on you so they can go tell.