>> cut my throat one time and i just filled it in, colored the scar in and branded, basically, "jesus saves" on my neck. more of a reminder to me when i looked in the mirror every day. >> giroux's tattoos might represent opposing forces in his life, but he says that's been an issue for a long time, and now he wants to deal with it. >> i put a request in to the psych doctor about speaking to him about issues that i've had pretty much since i was young that i've kept hidden because i didn't want people to think i was crazy. >> joseph, i think, has been struggling for many years. he didn't want to talk about hearing voices, he didn't want that to be something connected to his personality or what