>> must be replaced with something coverage -- >> no matter how pug nation your -- no matter how pugnacious your personality is as an elected official, this sort of thing from your constituents, this sort of thing has to be effecting, right, even if you're a real tough guy and stoic in front of this, even if you're not effected by the crowd, the one on one look me in the eye moments with people who are counting on you, people who you represent that kind of has to effect you just as a human being, like, if you're a member of congress, this year, this is the difficulty of having that one on one confrontation. >> ten years ago my wife had two open heart surgeries, she now