his leg. that's one of the things that bothers me, because that was somebody's kid. that kind of wasn't, wasn't trying to hurt me. and unfortunately, i have unfortunately had a dream that it was my son i was shooting. >> stalworth presents a great front. you'll see him. and he's animated and laughs and talks with you. underlying that, you know, he continues with some anxiety and stress issues, three or four times a week. he still continues with nightmares and some flashback type of things going on. so these are things that we are trying to address with his medications to help him gather coping skills. >> when i'm not on medication, i make bad moves. le i have no inhibitions.