protesters, i'm sorry, were violently dragged out of one of his rallies. incidents like that are bullying and they're not needed and they shouldn't be supported. so i was 30 minutes into the speech and i was like, okay, i came here because i wanted to see, i wanted to see this man and i wanted to try to have an open opinion about him. and after i saw those incidents, i felt uninterested. and i didn't feel like this is what i'm looking for and i felt disappointed. disappointed a little bit in -- yeah, yeah. >> johari, i do see your willingness to -- i'm sorry, with the delay, it's very awkward. i was going to tell you your willingness to show that feeling even when other people tried to