hey, have i ever told you i loved you guys? i'm sorry the pain. >> limited to 30 minutes. the visit hardly seems to have begun when it is time to leave. >> i love you. y'all be good. bye-bye. >> all right. >> yes, sir. >> i'm praying, hoping, hoping that this is the last time they have to come up here like this and see me behind the glass. because it is not a good feeling. it's not a good feeling. >> i just feel that, i don't feel anymore. and when i see him again. i want him to be here and i don't want him to be here. i want him to learn his lesson while he is here so when he comes home he knows right from wrong and knows what to do and what not to do. >> as a mother i would look to touch him and say are you okay? i want to give him a hug. i haven't been able to do that. i know one day i will. >> coming up on lockup raw: prison love. >> i love him to death.