wouldn't be charged with a crime. my emotions got the best of me. this was my family, i was angry and full of raw emotions, as so many others were, and granted i screamed out words i shouldn't have screamed in the heat of the moment. it was wrong. and i humbly apologize to all of those who read my pain and anger as a true desire for what i want for my community. it wasn't. but to place blame solely on me for the conditions of our community and country after the grand jury decision goes way too far and is ang wrong as the decision itself. joining me now, the drek ter of the center for the study of first amendment issues. also a writer and actor in lyrics from lockdown. and also author of "the ugly side of beautiful: rethinking race and prisons in america." janae nelson, associate counsel for the naacp fund.