relationships with when you grow up, you want them to be a part of some of your success and some of the things you want them so see the finer things in life. you want them to go on this journey with like do. as athletes we make mistakes because we're obligated to do those things. it's a cultural thing and more so a relationship thing. you warrant guys to see the fin things. >> were they upset when much of it was likely taken away from them? >> of course, if they are real friends they stick by your side and do whatever they can to help you out. the ones that was not genuine and around for the money already departed and went their own way. you have to learn to figure that out. it's very difficult to not want to bring your friends along with you because you guys grew up together from childhood friends and want to make sure that they kind of enjoy the same things you do. >> anthony, you were watching all of this with more of an objective eye being a film maker here even though you had known