i've been shot a few times. but, i mean, it's the cost of doing business. >> i was struck by ezekial's loathing of drugs and drug addiction. i mean, drugs seem to surround ezekial in my ways. i mean, i think i caused a deprivation in his childhood. his brother, who he adored, had a drug addiction, and that really bothered ezekial. >> my daddy ain't raise no deep fiend. why all of a sudden you want to start using drugs? you going to let somebody else convince you to pay them your money, take out of your children's mouth, so you can poison yourself? that's just stupidity. that's beyond stupid. >> ezekial can't stand me. if you see somebody sitting there, cutting on theirselves, basically, cutting theirselves and cutting their throat, and you keep stopping them, but he keeps trying to cut himself, it's the same thing as ezekial watching me get high.