what my family went through. this was a semitruck driver, midwest, salt of the earth guy who broke down. and i think that he felt while people can tell you they understand or they sympathize with you, when you're in this heartbreaking club, you know, of families who have had to experience this, i think that it gives you a connection. and i believe and you know this. i love people. i love talking to people. we prefer it in happy times. but that's not life. and i hope that that perspective is given. >> what do you hope that the show does to the public, to the american viewers? >> well, a different goal. listen, shondel's mcleod case i hope someone comes forward and said hey, this is what happened. selfishly, i hope someone hears about my sister and gives police the information to solve that. but hopefully i hope it gives a voice. this is not a macabre crime drama. this is about real life. there is one case where a woman