oh, man. >> that's it, though. just hold some pressure there. we're going to wait a minute and have you catch your breath. that's the horrible part. all right, buddy. >> i want to be in there. it's driving me nuts. i'm always there through his surgeries, through everything. just kind of strange because -- i mean, it's pointless. for me to do anything. but at least hold his hand like i usually do. i don't even think i'd be able to do that. i'd have to be in the other room anyway. >> i met julie at nordic fest 2005. a light power concert out in kentucky. you go out there and camp and listen to a few bands play and drink beer all weekend. she was out there with the kids. >> the reason my mommy and my daddy are married is because of me. >> and why is that? >> because i wanted a picture with them. >> there's probably about two or