that's expressly forbidden. >> oh, hugging. this is hugging. or kisses like this. >> communications is a big thing in prison. so, if they're signing to those guys whether i love you, or he did this to me, take care of him. i'm not going to decipher whether it's positive communication or negative communication. it just can't be. >> kay law is serving five to life for running a meth lab with her husband, scott. kay is housed in timpanogos s.t.a.r. two. scott lives next door with the men in s.t.a.r. one. >> i never actually contributed as far as in the making of it, but, yeah, i was using. i love him. there's nothing i would have done to hurt him in any way. if he was going to go down, i was going to go down with him. >> she could have decided, well, this guy is a no good guy and left me. it means a lot to me that she still cares.