unfortunate sexual juvenile connotation renamed by the defense as either will or william for the trial. >> one more information was being leaked up patricia the entire family was on their best behavior. >> i'm the one in charge. i'm the one on trial. it is difficult sometimes not to feel like my family is on trial for me and in some strange way, i'm a trial for my family. >> there were no limousines or chauffeurs just a better 1989 mercury station wagon and low-key evenings. other than the courthouse the only other appearances the kennedy's were made with the saint edwards roman catholic church. >> we tried to keep it light and really as possible to get minds of the stress of the day. >> throughout the month leading up to the trial several kennedy members, friends and experts