and yoni was an exceptional person and what i've read is your-- your dad especially said, "this is the kid who's gonna go into the military, be a hero, go into politics." did you feel that shadow with the older brother? psychobabble. my father, the last thing he wanted was for yoni to go into the military or into politics. this is a superimposition of the kennedy family onto our family and nothing could be further from the truth. when you were a kid, what did you want to do? what did you want to be? uh, anything. i wanted to be a soccer player. i wanted to be a, you know, a soccer-playing scholar. who knows? i mean, i didn't really think about it. i didn't have personal ambitions until much, much, much later in life. ( speaking native language )