culturally and ethically. i was on that path. and also, what i now understand is more spiritual lingering in my adult life i was getting very successful at nbc. covering the white house. i was meet the press. i had a wonderful wife and three wonderfully healthy children. i felt i had a lot to be grateful for and needed to find a way to express that and started to feel something larger about what does it mean to be jewish but also what is expected of me? why did you feel the need for tha so people people get so busy. wife and children and big job. how did you find the need for it, think you needed it and how did you find the time for it? >> i made the time for it i think i really felt that, you know, a lot of this was figuring out what it meant to be jewish that was happening at a time when rewere leading our kids along that path. i'ed to answer that