any reason to sort of drop off the face of the earth to stop chiewn indicating with her family? anything going on in her personal life? >> no. that's what's so strange you know, she is just like starting a new chapter in her life, you know. and she was pretty excited about it. and when she was doing the camino, she was like, you know, tell me how she wants to come back and she wants to, you know, hang out with the dogs again and be with us and let us be a part of, you know, her new exciting life. >> and i should make mention that the two of you were living together and you say dogs because she was very close to her pets. now, after you stopped hearing from her on april 20th, is that when you went over to look for her? >> yes. so i arrived in madrid april 2 o0th. and i just -- yes?