do that. >> and you don't want to give up your number one thing -- >> which is? my husband. >> no, did you that five times. save yourself and tell us your resolution? >> as i said, i went through a lot -- substances on top of other sub stansz and -- substances and alcohol and i paid a price and i have got to get into a health regimen. but not for me because i'm never going to be a good blow dried anchor like he is, but i want to be around for my kids and be on the this show. it catches up with you, at the rate i was going. it does. >> i applaud you for doing that. >> drinking and drugging, but that doesn't stop giving up sugar. >> one of our great moments was watching you get that sobriety award. >> mine was when you drank the