it's very easy to be wrongly influenced by those who say they are your friends when you're young because they make you see things as rose colored in the beginning. i simply went to them because i was looking for a place to fit in, where i could feel i belonged. obviously i chose the wrong place and people. of course, i am remorseful for having killed damaris. i think only someone who is crazy would not feel guilt for taking the life of someone. i would give so much to be able to turn back time to that day and avoid what happened. what i want the parents of damaris to know is that i truly lament my actions. i do not have the words to explain how sorry i am. even if i did have them, i know that does not change anything.