and she is sitting there. i mean, obviously desperately ill. gaunt. she stood right up and said, how you doing, baby? i said well i'm doing -- i'm doing better now. and she said -- she said, well look at me. i finally got thin again. that took a lot of guts to say that. and then she went out into this setting. and all these people who loved her and were you a struck and say can you believe she showed up? and she sang not one song, not two songs, not three songs. she had them bring a chair out. and she sang for 45 straight