head buried in the sand thinking i don't want to be harry. look what happened to hi mother. why does this have to happen to me? >> harry even considered a drastic move. >> prince harry got so low he decided at one point he might leave the royal family. >> he'll living this life he has been born into. it's not his choice. i think he felt very cross about that. >> did diana's death effect harry differently than william? >> interesting enough last year he admitted to mental health issues. you can't help having a mental health issue in terms of having lost a parent, not being able to grieve in the same way you or i might be able to do. he bottled it up inside him. >> now harry is letting it all out, sharing his struggle as part of the heads together