i started going to the mosque less, to friday prayers less. the whole thought of i'm at a bonfire with my religious friends and they're talking about how homosexuals should all be exported to iran where they're hanged. >> are you out in your community now as a gay man? >> yes, i am. the orlando shooting happened. >> breaking news. the worst mass shooting in american history. >> it was just very shocking, you know. you're taking my religion and killing people in my religion's name. and that's not what my god taught me. as a devout muslim, i would never think about hurting anyone else. for any reason. i posted a status on facebook, as a gay arab american muslim, i do not condone this at all. #notinmyname. #gay. #pride. >> you're like let me cover all the bases. >> #muslim. >> let me make sure i'm absolutely clear what i'm saying here. >> pride emoticon. >> right. and the hatred started coming