myself i feel embarrassed to a degree. the unintentionally i left me deem mates behind. i never planned to boycott the plan, i thought there should be some middle ground where i could stay in the tunnel, nobody would see me and afterwards i wouldn't talk to the media like i do all the time. >> the plan was for the team to stay in the locker room but he says he asked steelers captain and quarterback if there was a way to watch the national anthem from the tunnel. roethlisberger agreed. >> there's also reaction from the widow of tillman. the president has retweeted images of tillman in the last few days. >> in a statement, marie tillman says quote, as a football player and soldier he inspired countless americans to unify. it should never be politicized in a way that divides us.