catch them. they have to be there, restraining orders aren't perfect. and she was just right. she succombed to her injuries. so she did try. she wanted to help him. she thought she had been where he was. and unfortunately it transpired into mom, i just want to help one person. and she said, nobody, no human being should ever, ever suffer, mom, the way i am. not even an animal. >> kaelin, what did you think of the fact that your mom held on so long? and probably really helped in large part held on for you, because she wanted to be there for you. >> i thought it was really like -- i thought it was really nice that she held on just for my sister and i. because we needed her.