the worst migraine or worst headache you'll ever have. still kind of felt the exact same way, but everything they had -- you know, they go through the groin, the jugular, everything to relieve that pressure, and that's how -- >> when you saw your girls again, that must have been quite a moment for you. >> greatest moment ever, but at the same time when i saw my daughters in the hospital, it was bittersweet, and what happened is when they came into the room -- i grew up in a family where self-pity doesn't work, you know what i mean, you know, so i honestly felt -- i couldn't really look up at them too much, and i was sitting there. when they came in, jorja, my youngest when she was 5, started crying, and raine started crying, but kristi had already been there and explained it, and i told them everything was hooked up to me, everything was hooked on me was helping me, and i said, i'm totally going to be fine. i was like, i'm going to live. this is going to be great. the problem is the news and the media, even people were calling the house saying i heard -- in