from hypothermia, right? >> yeah, i think i was pulled in just over 88 degrees. 88.8. >> larry: in writing the book, how do you remember all these things if you were kind of discombobulated? >> i wasn't really dis -- whatever word you just used. >> larry: i invented it. >> until the last day when i was by myself. i think that was just part of me, i'd been up 3:30 a.m. from saturday. i hadn't really slept. as far as me remembering everything, there wasn't a time where i could sit there and relax or sit there and just not hold on. because when i did that i ended up in the water. so throughout the whole entire, you know, event, tragedy, there wasn't a point that i really, you know, there was little things, me going in the water that i don't definitely remember or, you know -- >> larry: i understand you thought about your mother a lot, right? >> absolutely. >> larry: nick, i understand you have a tattoo to commemorate your lost friends. can you show it to us? what does it say? >> yes.