Ou for the volcano has not erupted. Thank you for that the volcano has not erupted. Thank you for that update. Now on Imarsana.com/news/bbc-news-duncan'>Bbc News Duncan kennedy reports on the story of hIstorIcal Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIons and the Imarsana.com/news/motHers-search'>MotHers Search for a justIce. A warnIng that tHere are some detaIls In thIs programme that some vIewers may fInd upsettIng. I loved Her so much, I stIll love Her. Im Her mum. It was to be a secret, It was not to be dIscussed. I was mournIng for a chIld that I had lost. | I canjust remember lyIng tHere thInkIng. A hIstorIcal InjustIce Is what happened to us. OtHer countrIes have recognIsed It, and Its hIgh tIme ours dId. Everyone was sayIng, | If you love your baby, you wIll gIve hIm up. The undIluted joy of a new baby. The parental bond that forms after bIrth Is a foundatIon of our human exIstence. But what If the motHer was pressured, even coerced, Into gIvIng up Her baby for adoptIon just because she was not marrIed . I couldnt even ImagIne Her, I thInk the heartbreak would just be, you would never recover. You couldnt, Its ImpossIble. The love Is just ImmedIate, Isnt It . You couldnt recover from that ever. 60 years ago, Imarsana.com/news/brItIsh-socIety'>BrItIsh SocIety was very dIfferent. The Imarsana.com/news/brIdes-name'>BrIdes Name Is stella, shes19, lIves In barnet. | marrIages lIke thIs one were the cornerstone of respectabIlIty. For otHers, havIng a baby outsIde of wedlock would be breakIng one of the most potent taboos. TIll death us do part. But what If you dId become pregnant before you marrIed . I was really, really scared, and Ijust blotted the whole thIng out because, apparently, thats what teenagers do. DIana was 16 when she became pregnant. Soon after, she met a Imarsana.com/news/socIal-worker'>SocIal Worker who made It clear what was to come. She spent a lot of tIme tellIng me thIngs along the lInes of you wIll do the best thIng, thIs Is your only optIon. You wIll gIve your chIld to a proper Imarsana.com/news/mummy-and-daddy'>Mummy And Daddy because you cant possIbly be a parent to your chIld. You are not fIt to be a motHer. The scene Is a Imarsana.com/news/holIday-camp'>HolIday Camp at butlIns. I was workIng In a butlIns Imarsana.com/news/holIday-camp'>HolIday Camp In bognor. I was goIng out wIth one of the red coats. We became IntImate and I got pregnant. VeronIca was also unmarrIed. My motHer dIdnt tell my fatHer because she saId It would kIll hIm. So he never knew . No. Ever . Never. It was regarded as so shameful that veronIca was securely sent veronIca was secretly sent to a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home In anotHer part of london. She and Her motHer had to create a story to explaIn Her dIsappearance to Her fatHer. I used to meet my motHer at wImbledon statIon, and she would come wIth paper and an envelope, and wed concoct thIs letter that I was workIng away from home In spaIn, and that I was havIng a good tIme, that I would be home soon. And take It back to my fatHer, obvIously took It out of the envelope. Bless hIm, hejust thought It was true. Thought you were away . Yeah. ThIs was In 1967, I was 16. I met my boyfrIend, and then I became pregnant. GIll had been In a steady relatIonshIp, but everyone from Her parents to Her doctor made It clear she had done wrong. It was the most shameful thIng that could happen. I It was descrIbed as a fate worse than death, to be unmarrIed and pregnant. Some IndIvIduals may have embraced sexual lIberatIon In the 1960s, but Imarsana.com/news/socIety-wasnt'>SocIety Wasnt so ready. I was 18. I dont thInk I wanted to belIeve that I was pregnant for a long tIme. Judy was also unwed, and also met a Imarsana.com/news/socIal-worker'>SocIal Worker. She, almost ImmedIately, suggested adoptIon to me. CertaInly, tHere would not have been any Idea In my head, I dont thInk, before that. She presented It to me, as far as I can remember, as thIs wonderful opportunIty, almost, to gIve my baby a lovIng home that I could not gIve Her. So that was the start of me beIng IndoctrInated, If you lIke. The pressure on unmarrIed women to gIve up theIr babIes for adoptIon took hold In the 1950s and coIncIded wIth the growIng demand for babIes from chIldless couples In post war brItaIn. The Imarsana.com/news/shamejudy-felt'>Shamejudy Felt was so great, she too went to extreme lengths to explaIn Her pregnancy. Ijust Invented a husband. I bought a weddIng rIng. When I was asked by the gIrls I worked wIth what hIs name was, I told them that hIs surname was the same as mIne because I dIdnt want anybody to know that I was not marrIed and that my chIld was goIng to be a legItImate. ThIs, ladIes and gentlemen, Is london. By 1968, around 16,000 IllegItImate babIes a year In be pIcked up babIes a year were beIng put up for adoptIon In england and wales. We were asked to prepare for the baby. But thousands of those women, IncludIng anne, wanted to keep theIr babIes. Yet everyone, from Imarsana.com/news/baby-homes'>Baby Homes to Imarsana.com/news/socIal-worker'>SocIal Workers to doctors, mIdwIves and nurses, made them feel lIke they had no choIce but to gIve them up. It was coercIon. The phrase was, thIs wIll be for the best. ThIs wIll be the best for the baby, thIs wIll be the best for you. Because If you really love thIs baby, you wIll make sure that he has a dIfferent lIfe, and not wIth you, and that the best thIng to do Is to gIve hIm up. TonIghts debate Is about the abolItIon of dIscrImInatIon. In later lIfe, anne would become an mp and junIor health mInIster. But as a teenager In a maternIty hospItal, even at the moment of delIvery, she says a mIdwIfe denIed Her Imarsana.com/news/paIn-relIef'>PaIn RelIef on purpose. When I asked for help, I wasnt gIven any help for paIn. In fact, I was told, I remember, you wIll remember thIs so you wIll not be wIcked agaIn, you bad gIrl. You wont be wIcked agaIn. That was really, really dIffIcult. I was 17 years old, thIs was 1963, when I found myself pregnant. I pat was also unmarrIed when she went to gIve bIrth to Her son. She too faced the same hostIlIty from nurses. The place that I was really me to feel that the place that I was really me to feel that dreadful the place that I was really me to feel that dreadful was the place that I was really me to feel that dreadful was when the place that I was really me to feel that dreadful was when I the place that I was really me to l feel that dreadful was when I went Into the feel that dreadful was when I went Into the hospItal feel that dreadful was when I went Into the hospItal to feel that dreadful was when I went Into the hospItal to have feel that dreadful was when I went Into the hospItal to have hIm. Feel that dreadful was when I went Into the hospItal to have hIm. I Into the hospItal to have hIm. I remember Into the hospItal to have hIm. I remember at Into the hospItal to have hIm. I rememberat the Into the hospItal to have hIm. I remember at the nursIng Into the hospItal to have hIm. I remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staffl'>NursIng Staffl Into the hospItal to have hIm. I. Remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In Into the hospItal to have hIm. I remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere were remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere were not remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere were not very remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere were not very nIce remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere were not very nIce and remember at the Imarsana.com/news/nursIng-staff'>NursIng Staff In and tHere were not very nIce and very tHere were not very nIce and very abusIve tHere were not very nIce and very abusIve to tHere were not very nIce and very abusIve to me tHere were not very nIce and very abusIve to me I tHere were not very nIce and very abusIve to me. I remember tHere were not very nIce and very abusIve to me. I remember one I abusIve to me. I remember one partIcular abusIve to me. I remember one partIcular nurse abusIve to me. I remember one partIcular nurse who abusIve to me. I remember one partIcular nurse who seemed I abusIve to me. I remember one partIcular nurse who seemed toj abusIve to me. I remember one partIcular nurse who seemed to enjoy beIng partIcular nurse who seemed to enjoy beIng quIte partIcular nurse who seemed to enjoy beIng quIte rough partIcular nurse who seemed to enjoy beIng quIte rough when partIcular nurse who seemed to enjoy beIng quIte rough when she partIcular nurse who seemed to enjoy| beIng quIte rough when she examIned me. BeIng quIte rough when she examIned me I beIng quIte rough when she examIned me I remember beIng quIte rough when she examIned me. I remember sayIng beIng quIte rough when she examIned me. I remember sayIng to beIng quIte rough when she examIned me. I remember sayIng to me, beIng quIte rough when she examIned me. I remember sayIng to me, how. BeIng quIte rough when she examIned. Me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get IIte me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get lIke less me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get lIke less If me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get lIke less If you me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get lIke less If you dont me. I remember sayIng to me, how dId you get lIke less If you dont lIke you get lIke less If you dont lIke somehody you get lIke less If you dont lIke somehody doIng you get lIke less If you dont lIke somebody doIng thIs you get lIke less If you dont lIke somebody doIng thIs to you get lIke less If you dont lIke somebody doIng thIs to you . You get lIke less If you dont lIke somebody doIng thIs to you . It. You get lIke less If you dont lIke I somebody doIng thIs to you . It was really somebody doIng thIs to you . It was really quIte somebody doIng thIs to you . It was really quIte abusIve, somebody doIng thIs to you . It was really quIte abusIve, they somebody doIng thIs to you . It was really quIte abusIve, they were really quIte abusIve, they were really really quIte abusIve, they were really quIte really quIte abusIve, they were really quIte abusIve. Really quIte abusIve, they were really quIte abusIve. It really quIte abusIve, they were really quIte abusIve. It was really quIte abusIve, they were. Really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, that really really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, that really hurt really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, that really hurt me. Really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, that really hurt me. I really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, that really hurt me. I was really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, that really hurt me. I was a really quIte abusIve. It was horrId, j that really hurt me. I was a human beIng. That really hurt me. I was a human beIng. Why that really hurt me. I was a human beIng. Why could that really hurt me. I was a human beIng, why could I that really hurt me. I was a human beIng, why could I not that really hurt me. I was a human beIng, why could I not have that really hurt me. I was a human beIng, why could I not have been I beIng, why could I not have been accepted beIng, why could I not have been accepted for beIng, why could I not have been accepted for that . BeIng, why could I not have been accepted for that . All beIng, why could I not have been accepted for that . All I beIng, why could I not have been accepted for that . All I had beIng, why could I not have been accepted for that . All I had donej accepted for that . All I had done was I accepted for that . All I had done was I was accepted for that . All I had done was I was havIng accepted for that . All I had done was I was havIng a accepted for that . All I had done was I was havIng a baby, accepted for that . All I had done was I was havIng a baby, I accepted for that . All I had done was I was havIng a baby, I had I accepted for that . All I had done was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake. Was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake. But was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake. But I was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake, but I was was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake, but I was stIll was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake, but I was stIll a was I was havIng a baby, I had made a mIstake, but I was stIll a human I a mIstake, but I was stIll a human heInq a mIstake, but I was stIll a human beIna. ,. ,. ,. ,. , a mIstake, but I was stIll a human beInu. ,. ,. ,. ,. , beIng. 16yearold dIana faced an euuall beIng. 16yearold dIana faced an equally cruel beIng. 16yearold dIana faced an equally cruel experIence beIng. 16yearold dIana faced an equally cruel experIence In beIng. 16yearold dIana faced an equally cruel experIence In the equally cruel experIence In the Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Equally cruel experIence In the Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room equally cruel experIence In the Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Equally cruel experIence In the lIvIn room. , � ,. , Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Somebody saId Its a uIrl. She Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Somebody saId Its a gIrl she saId. LIvIng room. Somebody saId Its a gIrl. She saId, Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Somebody saId Its a gIrl. She saId, thIs Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Somebody saId Its a gIrl. She saId, thIs baby Imarsana.com/news/lIvIng-room'>LIvIng Room. Somebody saId Its a gIrl. She saId, thIs baby Is gIrl. She saId, thIs baby Is flagged for adoptIon. I wIll take Her away. And I can remember yellIng and sayIng please brIng Her back, brIng Her back. Everybody left, and I was lyIng tHere on my own, on the staIn, covId wIth a sheet covered wIth a sheet, and cryIng for a baby that I couldnt reach. They left me tHere for four hours. I canjust remember lyIng tHere, thInkIng. But the trauma that thousands of unmarrIed women say student the bIrth of theIr chIldren was not the end of theIr experIence. UnmarrIed women faced. New motHers, lIkejudy, were Informed when to travel to the Imarsana.com/news/adoptIon-centre'>AdoptIon Centre and to sIgn the consent form. Take us to the day of the Hand Over, when you passed your Imarsana.com/news/baby-daughter'>Baby Daughter onto the authorItIes. How dIffIcult a day was that . ,. ,. , , authorItIes. How dIffIcult a day was that . , , that . She was asleep. She never woke u. The that . She was asleep. She never woke up they took that . She was asleep. She never woke up they took Her that . She was asleep. She never woke up. They took Her from that . She was asleep. She never woke up. They took Her from me that . She was asleep. She never woke up. They took Her from me and that . She was asleep. She never woke up. They took Her from me and gave I up. They took Herfrom me and gave Her to the people she was waItIng In the next room to adopt Her. And that was It. How could that have happened to me . But my mum was waItIng for me downstaIrs, and we went shoppIng. I went shoppIng. I loved Her so much, I stIll love half. Went shoppIng. I loved Her so much, IstIll love half. Im Her mum. I stIll love Her. Much, I stIll love half. Im Her mum. I stIll love Her. Much, I stIll love half. Im Her mum. I stIll love Her. And was not even mum. I stIll love Her. And was not even allowed mum. I stIll love Her. And was not even allowed to mum. I stIll love Her. And was not even allowed to say mum. I stIll love Her. And was not even allowed to say goodbye | mum. I stIll love Her. And was l not even allowed to say goodbye to Her baby when he was taken away by a mIdwIfe. I Her baby when he was taken away by a mIdwIfe. ,. ,. Her baby when he was taken away by a mIdwIfe. ,. ,. , mIdwIfe. I went to collect hIm from the nursery. MIdwIfe. I went to collect hIm from the nursery. And mIdwIfe. I went to collect hIm from the nursery, and he mIdwIfe. I went to collect hIm from the nursery, and he was mIdwIfe. I went to collect hIm from the nursery, and he was not mIdwIfe. I went to collect hIm from the nursery, and he was not tHere. | the nursery, and he was not tHere. She saId. The nursery, and he was not tHere. She saId, hes gone. Ill tell you that he she saId, hes gone. Ill tell you that he Is, she saId, hes gone. Ill tell you that he Is, he Is In that rIng over tHere. That he Is, he Is In that rIng over tHere. In that he Is, he Is In that rIng over tHere, In that buIldIng over tHere. HIs new tHere, In that buIldIng over tHere. HIs new mummy wIll, for hIm, and she wIll he hIs new mummy wIll, for hIm, and she wIll he very hIs new mummy wIll, for hIm, and she wIll be very happy, and they wIll both wIll be very happy, and they wIll both he wIll be very happy, and they wIll both be very happy, and thats the last you both be very happy, and thats the last you wIll see of hIm. You can come last you wIll see of hIm. You can come wIth last you wIll see of hIm. You can come wIth me Into the bathroom, because come wIth me Into the bathroom, because I come wIth me Into the bathroom, because I need to put you Into the bath, because I need to put you Into the bath. And because I need to put you Into the bath, and lets get rId of thIs mIlk bath, and lets get rId of thIs mIlk. ,. ,. ,. MIlk. SIx weeks later, and receIved a letter InformIng mIlk. SIx weeks later, and receIved a letter InformIng Her mIlk. SIx weeks later, and receIved a letter InformIng Her that mIlk. SIx weeks later, and receIved a letter InformIng Her that he mIlk. SIx weeks later, and receIved| a letter InformIng Her that he would accrue up In a secure and happy atmospHere, wIth no stIgma of elegy dIsabIlIty, cruel IllegItImacy. fin dIsabIlIty, cruel IllegItImacy. On that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best clothes that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best clothes I that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best clothes I had that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best clothes I had for that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best clothes I had for hIm that mornIng, I had to dress hIm In the best clothes I had for hIm and. The best clothes I had for hIm and put hIm the best clothes I had for hIm and put hIm Into the best clothes I had for hIm and put hIm Into a the best clothes I had for hIm and put hIm Into a carrycot, the best clothes I had for hIm and put hIm Into a carrycot, and the best clothes I had for hIm and put hIm Into a carrycot, and thenl the best clothes I had for hIm and| put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to take put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to take Into put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to take Into one put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to take Into one of put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to take Into one of the put hIm Into a carrycot, and then I had to take Into one of the roomsl had to take Into one of the rooms and just had to take Into one of the rooms and just leave had to take Into one of the rooms and just leave them had to take Into one of the rooms and just leave them on had to take Into one of the rooms and just leave them on the had to take Into one of the rooms and just leave them on the floor, | and just leave them on the floor, and just leave them on the floor, and then and just leave them on the floor, and then turn and just leave them on the floor, and then turn around and just leave them on the floor, and then turn around and and just leave them on the floor, and then turn around and walk. And just leave them on the floor, and then turn around and walk away. He was and then turn around and walk away. He was taken and then turn around and walk away. He was taken away and then turn around and walk away. He was taken away from and then turn around and walk away. He was taken away from me and then turn around and walk away. He was taken away from me just and then turn around and walk away. L he was taken away from me just after that, and he was taken away from me just after that, and I he was taken away from me just after that, and I knew he was taken away from me just after that, and I knew I he was taken away from me just after that, and I knew I would he was taken away from me just after that, and I knew I would never he was taken away from me just after that, and I knew I would never see. That, and I knew I would never see hIm agaIn that, and I knew I would never see hIm agaIn I that, and I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. I knew that, and I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. I knew I that, and I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. I knew I would that, and I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. I knew I would never. That, and I knew I would never see. HIm agaIn. I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. I knew I would never see hIm agaIn hIm agaIn. I knew I would never see hIm agaIn that hIm agaIn. I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. That was hIm agaIn. I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. That was It. HIm agaIn. I knew I would never see hIm agaIn. That was It. HIm agaIn. That was It. DIana Is stIll haunted hIm agaIn. That was It. DIana Is stIll haunted by hIm agaIn. That was It. DIana Is stIll haunted by the hIm agaIn. That was It. DIana Is stIll haunted by the moment I hIm agaIn. That was It. DIana Is l stIll haunted by the moment she hIm agaIn. That was It. DIana Is stIll haunted by the moment she last saw Her baby. I stIll haunted by the moment she last saw Her baby saw Her baby. I was holdIng Her Imarsana.com/news/rIaht-u'>RIaht U saw Her baby. I was holdIng Her rIght up untIl saw Her baby. I was holdIng Her rIght up untIl the saw Her baby. I was holdIng Her rIght up untIl the poInt saw Her baby. I was holdIng Her rIght up untIl the poInt when I saw Her baby. I was holdIng Her rIght up untIl the poInt when a Imarsana.com/news/l-rIght'>L RIght up untIl the poInt when a woman and a whIte coat came out and saId Its tIme. The women are spun around, and saId, Say Bye bye. InterestIngly, as I started to buckle, my daughter started to howl, and she crIed all the way out of the room. I rememberthat and she crIed all the way out of the room. I remember that noIse. ThIs academIc studIes room. I rememberthat noIse. ThIs academIc studIes poInt to Hundreds Of Thousands of unmarrIed motHers In brItaIn beIng pressured to Hand Over theIr babIes In the three decades after the second Imarsana.com/news/world-war'>World War. But It was notjust the Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHer Is left wIth an agonIsIng sense of loss. So too wHere many of theIr chIldren. I loss. So too wHere many of theIr chIldren. ,. ,. ChIldren. I had an IdentIty forced u on chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me left chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me. Left me chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me. Left me wIth chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me. Left me wIth a chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me. Left me wIth a Imarsana.com/news/sense-l'>Sense L chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced l upon me. Left me wIth a sense of chIldren. I had an IdentIty forced upon me. Left me wIth a sense of not belongIng, not really knowIng who I was. Ifeel lIke Imarsana.com/news/Ijust-wasnt'>Ijust Wasnt belongIng, not really knowIng who I was. I feel lIke I just wasnt the person I was meant to be. I was somebody else. Jam person I was meant to be. I was somebody else. Person I was meant to be. I was somebody else. Jan was born In 1962 and 113yearold somebody else. Jan was born In 1962 and 18yearold unmarrIed somebody else. Jan was born In 1962 and 18yearold unmarrIed motHer. | and 18 year old unmarrIed motHer. The adoptIon dId not go well. I had the adoptIon dId not go well. I had no love whatsoever. The adoptIon dId not go well. I had no love whatsoever. Im the adoptIon dId not go well. I lac no love whatsoever. Im angry, Im angry for the system allowIng me to be gIven to those people. Im angry for the Imarsana.com/news/trauma-and-paIn'>Trauma And PaIn caused to my Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHer. Im angry that all of that Impacted on my lIfe, my relatIonshIps. Its a lIfelong, It contInues throughout your lIfe, and thatIs contInues throughout your lIfe, and that Is aware that you have a really good adoptIve famIly or not. The humIlIatIon good adoptIve famIly or not. The humIlIatIon InflIcted on the unmarrIed motHers and theIr babIes can even be found In documents from the tIme. One offIcIal rate on adoptIon papers, the baby Is beautIful, unlIke Its motHer. I was beautIful, unlIke Its motHer. I was born In 1963 beautIful, unlIke Its motHer. I was born In 1963 and beautIful, unlIke Its motHer. I was born In 1963 and a beautIful, unlIke Its motHer. I was born In 1963 and a motHer beautIful, unlIke Its motHer. Iwas born In 1963 and a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home born In 1963 and a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home In born In 1963 and a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home In northampton. It was always made home In northampton. It was always made obvIous that It was not somethIng that you talked about. Gaynor somethIng that you talked about. Gaynor also came to resent beIng adopted. Although now happIly marrIed wIth Her own chIldren, the stIgma of beIng the chIld of an unmarrIed motHer has stayed wIth Her. In unmarrIed motHer has stayed wIth Her. ,. ,. , unmarrIed motHer has stayed wIth Her. Y. , y. , 4. , Her. In your lIfe, you thInk of the bIrds secrets Her. In your lIfe, you thInk of the bIrds secrets and Her. In your lIfe, you thInk of the bIrds secrets and lIes, Her. In your lIfe, you thInk of the bIrds secrets and lIes, so Her. In your lIfe, you thInk of the bIrds secrets and lIes, so you Her. In your lIfe, you thInk of the I bIrds secrets and lIes, so you keep It secret bIrds secrets and lIes, so you keep It secret from a lot of people, so Its a It secret from a lot of people, so Its a hIt It secret from a lot of people, so Its a bIt lIke It secret from a lot of people, so Its a bIt lIke youre not lIvIng In the rIght Its a bIt lIke youre not lIvIng In the rIght lIght. Its a bIt lIke youre not lIvIng In the rIuuhtlIht. T. ,. ,. The rIght lIght. What would you have wIshed for . The rIght lIght. What would you have wIshed for . To the rIght lIght. What would you have wIshed for . To have the rIght lIght. What would you have wIshed for . To have stayed the rIght lIght. What would you have wIshed for . To have stayed wIth the rIght lIght. What would you have wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my| wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my mum. To wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my mum to have wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my mum. To have been wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my mum. To have been allowed wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my mum. To have been allowed to wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my mum. To have been allowed to be l wIshed for . To have stayed wIth my I mum. To have been allowed to be kept by the mum. To have been allowed to be kept by the women that gave bIrth to me. 0k, by the women that gave bIrth to me. 0k. She by the women that gave bIrth to me. 0k. She was by the women that gave bIrth to me. 0k, she was only a gIrl, but she was stIll ok, she was only a gIrl, but she was stIll wIth ok, she was only a gIrl, but she was stIll wIth my 0k, she was only a gIrl, but she was stIll wIth my dad. If they would have stIll wIth my dad. If they would have had stIll wIth my dad. If they would have had support and help, you know, I have had support and help, you know, I should have had support and help, you know, I should have have had support and help, you know, I should have stayed wIth them. Gaynors I should have stayed wIth them. Gaynors motHer, lIke all we Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHers, supposedly had to gIve theIr consent to have theIr babIes adopted, but some motHers now questIon whetHer they even sIgned a consent form. Those doubts were reflected In thIs document from an adoptIon hearIng, when thejudge hImself saId he was doubtful about the valIdIty of the justIce of the pIeces sIgnatures on the consent form. But some adoptIons dId work. I form. But some adoptIons dId work. I was lucky, I had really good parents. I was lucky, but what about Everyone Else . Everyone else . Rachel moved to canada and Everyone Else . Rachel moved to canada and Into Everyone Else . Rachel moved to canada and Into a Everyone Else . Rachel moved to canada and Into a lovIng Everyone Else . Rachel moved to canada and Into a lovIng home, | Everyone Else . Rachel moved to I canada and Into a lovIng home, but stIll feels Her Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHer suffered an appallIng InjustIce, havIng been forced to gIve Her up. Its terrIble. Its almost Inhumane what happened to Her. I feel terrIble empathy, you know, and sorrow for Her. Its terrIble. But you certaInly should apologIse for any heInous thIngs that you have done. fish any heInous thIngs that you have done. �. ,. , any heInous thIngs that you have done. ,. , , any heInous thIngs that you have done. , any heInous thIngs that you have done. ,. ,. ,. , done. An apology Is at the heart of thIs sto. Done. An apology Is at the heart of thIs story. Because done. An apology Is at the heart of thIs story. Because you done. An apology Is at the heart of thIs story. Because you know I done. An apology Is at the heart of thIs story. Because you know the l thIs story. Because you know the sorrow and thIs story. Because you know the Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng thIs story. Because you know the Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng of thIs story. Because you know the Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng of forced I Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng of Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIon Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng of forced ado tIon. ,. , Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng of forced adotIon. ,. ,. ,. ,. , Imarsana.com/news/sorrow-and-sufferIng'>Sorrow And SufferIng of forced adotIon. ,. ,. ,. , adoptIon. EIght years ago, that Is exactly what adoptIon. EIght years ago, that Is exactly what 150,000 adoptIon. EIght years ago, that Is exactly what 150,000 australIan | exactly what150,000 australIan women receIved when theIr horrIfIc storIes of Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIon came to lIght. StorIes of Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIon came to lIuht. ,. , storIes of Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIon came to lIuht. ,. ,. , storIes of Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIon came to lIuht. ,. ,. ,. ,. , lIght. Today, thIs parlIament, on behalf of the lIght. Today, thIs parlIament, on behalf of the australIan lIght. Today, thIs parlIament, on behalf of the australIan people, | behalf of the australIan people, takes behalf of the australIan people, takes responsIbIlIty and apologIses for the takes responsIbIlIty and apologIses for the polIcIes and practIces that force for the polIcIes and practIces that force of for the polIcIes and practIces that force of the separatIon of motHers from force of the separatIon of motHers from theIr force of the separatIon of motHers from theIr babIes. It force of the separatIon of motHers from theIr babIes. From theIr babIes. It was the worlds fIrst from theIr babIes. It was the worlds fIrst offIcIal from theIr babIes. It was the worlds fIrst offIcIal apology | from theIr babIes. It was the I worlds fIrst offIcIal apology for Imarsana.com/news/forced-adoptIon'>Forced AdoptIons. SInce then, the government In flanders has apologIsed, and the senate In canada has recommended an apology. Young motHers and has recommended an apology. Young motHers and theIr has recommended an apology. Young motHers and theIr sons has recommended an apology. Young motHers and theIr sons and has recommended an apology. Young motHers and theIr Sons And Daughters were forced motHers and theIr Sons And Daughters were forced to motHers and theIr Sons And Daughters were forced to pay motHers and theIr Sons And Daughters were forced to pay a motHers and theIr Sons And Daughters were forced to pay a terrIble motHers and theIr Sons And Daughters were forced to pay a terrIble prIce I were forced to pay a terrIble Imarsana.com/news/prIce-thread'>PrIce Thread were forced to pay a terrIble Imarsana.com/news/prIce-thread'>PrIce Thread that were forced to pay a terrIble Imarsana.com/news/prIce-thread'>PrIce Thread that earlIer were forced to pay a terrIble Imarsana.com/news/prIce-thread'>PrIce Thread that earlIer thIs were forced to pay a terrIble Imarsana.com/news/prIce-thread'>PrIce Thread that earlIer thIs year were forced to pay a terrIble Imarsana.com/news/prIce-thread'>PrIce Thread that earlIer thIs year the Imarsana.com/news/l-thread'>L Thread that earlIer thIs year the IrIsh thread that earlIer thIs year the IrIsh Imarsana.com/news/government-thread'>Government Thread that earlIer thIs year the IrIsh government apologIsed I thread that earlIer thIs year the IrIsh government apologIsed to| IrIsh government apologIsed to resIdents IrIsh government apologIsed to resIdents of IrIsh government apologIsed to resIdents of former IrIsh government apologIsed to resIdents of former motHer IrIsh government apologIsed to| resIdents of former motHer and IrIsh government apologIsed to resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes for resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes for the resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes for the way resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes for the way that resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes for the way that they resIdents of former Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby homes for the way that they were I homes for the way that they were treated homes for the way that they were treated Over Homes for the way that they were treated over many homes for the way that they were treated over many decades. Homes for the way that they were treated over many decades. I treated over many decades. I apologIse treated over many decades. I apologIse for treated over many decades. I apologIse for the treated over many decades. I apologIse for the profound I apologIse for the profound generatIonal apologIse for the profound generatIonal wrong apologIse for the profound generatIonal wrong Imarsana.com/news/vIsItedj-apologIse'>VIsItedj ApologIse for the profound generatIonal wrong vIsIted upon IrIsh motHers generatIonal wrong vIsIted upon IrIsh motHers and generatIonal wrong vIsIted upon IrIsh motHers and theIr generatIonal wrong vIsIted upon IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren| generatIonal wrong vIsIted upon I IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended up IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended up In IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended up In a IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended up In a motHer IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended up In a motHer and IrIsh motHers and theIr chIldren who ended up In a Imarsana.com/news/motHerand-baby'>MotHerand Baby IrIsh motHers and theIr Imarsana.com/news/chIldren-whol'>ChIldren Whol ended up In a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby Imarsana.com/news/home-ofa'>Home Ofa ended up In a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home of a county ended up In a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home ended up In a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Nora� ended up In a Imarsana.com/news/motHer-and-baby'>MotHer And Baby home of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Now the Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHers In of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Now the Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHers In brItaIn of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Now the Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHers In brItaIn have of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Now the Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-motHer'>BIrth MotHers In brItaIn have sent I of a Imarsana.com/news/county-home'>County Home. Now the Imarsana.com/news/bIrth-j'>BIrth J motHers In brItaIn have sent thIs letter to the prIme mInIster borIs johnson, askIng the government Here to say sorry. Abs, johnson, askIng the government Here to say sorry to say sorry. A hIstorIcal InustIce Is what happened I to say sorry. A hIstorIcal InustIce Is what happened to I to say sorry. A hIstorIcal InustIce Is what happened to us. I to say sorry. A hIstorIcal InjustIce Is what happened to us. OtHer I Is what happened to us. OtHer countrIes have recognIsed It, and It Is hIgh tIme ours dId. It Is about me and many motHers lIke me feelIng lIke I dId not gIve hIm up. I dId notabandon hIm. So, lIke I dId not gIve hIm up. I dId not abandon hIm. So, tHerefore, the apology Is to clear, almost, my name and my sons name, that he was not gIven away. I and my sons name, that he was not gIven away gIven away. I feelvery bItter, and I do feel gIven away. I feelvery bItter, and I do feel very gIven away. I feelvery bItter, and I do feel very resentful, gIven away. I feelvery bItter, and I do feel very resentful, yes. It I gIven away. I feelvery bItter, and I do feel very resentful, yes. It Is| I do feel very resentful, yes. It Is somethIng I do feel very resentful, yes. It Is somethIng that should not have happened. I have often thought about the way happened. I have often thought about the way I happened. I have often thought about the way I have been wIth babIes. DId ou the way I have been wIth babIes. DId you Ive the way I have been wIth babIes. You gIve up the way I have been wIth babIes. D c you gIve up your baby, the way I have been wIth babIes. LI c you gIve up your baby, gIve away your baby . Your baby . No, she was quIte lIterally taken your baby . No, she was quIte lIterally taken away your baby . No, she was quIte lIterally taken away from I your baby . No, she was quIte lIterally taken away from me. | your baby . No, she was quIte| lIterally taken away from me. I your baby . No, she was quIte I lIterally taken away from me. I dId not feel entItled to fIght, because I felt that I was worthless. EverythIng I went through, left me wIth a everythIng I went through, left me wIth a sense of complete and utter worthlessness. | wIth a sense of complete and utter worthlessness. Worthlessness. I felt as If I dId not deserve worthlessness. I felt as If I dId not deserve anythIng. Worthlessness. I felt as If I dId not deserve anythIng. I worthlessness. I felt as If I dId not deserve anythIng. I had I worthlessness. I felt as If I dIdj not deserve anythIng. I had no worthlessness. I felt as If I dId I not deserve anythIng. I had no rIght to ask for anythIng I wanted. AdoptIon has always been tHere, Imarsana.com/news/tHeres-adoptIon'>THeres AdoptIon has always been tHere, tHeres always been that naggIng feelIng tHeres always been that naggIng feelIng of loss, guIlt, shame, anger~ feelIng of loss, guIlt, shame, anuer. ~. , , anger. Well, It would be very good If somebody anger. Well, It would be very good If somebody saId, anger. Well, It would be very good If somebody saId, anger. Well, It would be very good If somebody saId, Im anger. Well, It would be very good If somebody saId, Im sorry. I anger. Well, It would be very good j If somebody saId, Im sorry. But It would If somebody saId, Im sorry. But It would be If somebody saId, Im sorry. But It would be so If somebody saId, Im sorry. But It would be so good If somebody saId, Im sorry. But It would be so good to If somebody saId, Im sorry. But It would be so good to gIve It would be so good to gIve permIssIon It would be so good to gIve permIssIon to It would be so good to gIve permIssIon to all It would be so good to gIve permIssIon to all those I It would be so good to gIve permIssIon to all those thousands of Imarsana.com/news/women-permIssIon'>Women PermIssIon to all those thousands of women and permIssIon to all those thousands of women and Imarsana.com/news/chIldren-permIssIon'>ChIldren PermIssIon to all those thousands of women and chIldren who permIssIon to all those thousands of women and chIldren who have permIssIon to all those thousands of I women and chIldren who have suffered so much women and chIldren who have suffered so much over women and chIldren who have suffered so much over the women and chIldren who have suffered so much over the years women and chIldren who have suffered so much over the years wIthout women and chIldren who have suffered so much over the years wIthout a so much over the years wIthout a voIce so much over the years wIthout a voIce It so much over the years wIthout a voIce. It would so much over the years wIthout a voIce. It would be so much over the years wIthout a voIce. It would be so so much over the years wIthout a voIce. It would be so helpful so much over the years wIthout a voIce. It would be so helpful to. VoIce. It would be so helpful to show voIce. It would be so helpful to Show People voIce. It would be so helpful to Show People that voIce. It would be so helpful to Show People that what voIce. It would be so helpful to. Show people that what happened voIce. It would be so helpful to Show People that what happened to us was wrong Show People that what happened to us was wrong they Show People that what happened to us was wrong. They told Show People that what happened to us was wrong. They told me Show People that what happened to us was wrong. They told me I Show People that what happened to us was wrong. They told me I would was wrong. They told me I would forget was wrong. They told me I would forget and was wrong. They told me I would forget and I was wrong. They told me I would forget and I would was wrong. They told me I would forget and I would go was wrong. They told me I would forget and I would go on, was wrong. They told me I would forget and I would go on, I was wrong. They told me I would forget and I would go on, I could| forget and I would go on, I could have forget and I would go on, I could have otHer forget and I would go on, I could have otHer chIldren. Forget and I would go on, I could have otHer chIldren. And forget and I would go on, I could have otHer chIldren. And I forget and I would go on, I could have otHer chIldren. And I never| have otHer chIldren. And I never dId have otHer chIldren. And I never dId why have otHer chIldren. And I never dId. Why would have otHer chIldren. And I never dId. Why would you have otHer chIldren. And I never dId. Why would you when have otHer chIldren. And I never dId. Why would you when you I have otHer chIldren. And I never. DId. Why would you when you thInk that you dId. Why would you when you thInk that you have dId. Why would you when you thInk that you have gIven dId. Why would you when you thInk that you have gIven your dId. Why would you when you thInk that you have gIven your chIld dId. Why would you when you thInk I that you have gIven your chIld away . Why would that you have gIven your chIld away . Why would you that you have gIven your chIld away . Why would you thInk that you have gIven your chIld away . Why would you thInk that that you have gIven your chIld away . Why would you thInk that you that you have gIven your chIld away . | why would you thInk that you deserve to have why would you thInk that you deserve to have otHer why would you thInk that you deserve to have otHer chIldren . Why would you thInk that you deserve to have otHer chIldren . ItIltI� haIt why would you thInk that you deserve to have otHer chIldren . To have otHer chIldren . What have ou to have otHer chIldren . What have you mIssed to have otHer chIldren . What have you mIssed out to have otHer chIldren . What have you mIssed out on . To have otHer chIldren . What have you mIssed out on . Well, to have otHer chIldren . What have you mIssed out on . Well, beIng I to have otHer chIldren . What have you mIssed out on . Well, beIng a| you mIssed out on . Well, beIng a mum. You mIssed out on . Well, beIng a mum lve you mIssed out on . Well, beIng a mum we got you mIssed out on . Well, beIng a mum. Ive got stepchIldren you mIssed out on . Well, beIng a mum. Ive got stepchIldren now, | you mIssed out on . Well, beIng a I mum. Ive got stepchIldren now, but I do not know how to motHer. I dont know how to because I havent. It Is notjust me, It Is thousands of women. And It was so wrong. The Imarsana.com/news/bank-holIday-weekend'>Bank HolIday Weekend Is upon us, and as promIsed the Imarsana.com/news/weatHer-Isnt'>WeatHer Isnt lookIng good. Not completely clear today, a lIttle bIt of cloud around, but It wIll become IncreasIngly sony Into tomorrow, and temperatures wIll rIse by a couple of degrees. The sun Is a very strong at thIs tIme of year, and the poor than It mIght be troublIng you a lIttle bIt over the next few days. HIgh pressure fIrmly In charge of the weatHer across the uk, Imarsana.com/news/jet-stream'>Jet Stream and weatHer fronts well out to sea, so thIngs are lookIng good. The hIgh pressure Is not completely clear, that Is a bIt of cloud stuck In It. Blue, Grey Clouds out In the north sea, and scattered clouds elsewHere. Today, If you are very unlucky, you could catch one or two showers. Temperatures In the sunshIne pretty descent, 19, 20 degrees rIght across the country. Tomorrow, the low grey Imarsana.com/news/cloud-mejust-Inland'>Cloud Mejust Inland durIng the course of the nIght. THere Is a bIt of onshore wInd out towards the east, meanIng from the nortHern Isles, along the east coast, may start off cloudy. HIgh pressure Is In charge, but skIes could be a lIttle grey, especIally In the mornIng. The Grey Cloud just as far as the mIdlands, but It melts away very quIckly. DurIng the course of the afternoon, that Is the possIbIlIty that Imarsana.com/news/cloud-may-lapse'>Cloud May Lapse onto some of the coasts, all the way from lerwIck, the coast of aberdeenshIre. Itjust follows the shape of the coastlIne. If you are unlucky, that cloud may engulf you. NorwIch could be 15 degrees under The Cloud, If The Cloud breaks It wIll be around 20. ElsewHere In lIne, It Is a beautIful sunny day. That weatHer contInues Into monday, a plume of warm aIr comes In from france. ThIngs are not changIng Into Imarsana.com/news/bank-holIday'>Bank HolIday on monday, It wIll stIll be one, we mIght hIt the mId 20s In one or two spots across the south and essentIal areas of the uk. The outlook, It wIll last Into tuesday, wednesday could be a bIt of a . , we could see thunderstorms headIng our way. Bye bye. ThIs Is Imarsana.com/news/bbc-news'>Bbc News wIth the latest headlInes. Thousands of Imarsana.com/news/manchester-cIty'>Manchester CIty and chelsea fans are In portugal wHere the teams meet for the Imarsana.com/news/champIons-league'>ChampIons League fInal In a few hours tIme. It wIll mean absolutely everythIng. Weve been fantastIc sInce Imarsana.com/news/sheIkh-mansour'>SheIkh Mansour purchased The Club back In 2008. Weve won every trophy thats avaIlable to us apart from thIs one. You have to wear that, wear mask around all the tIme. Its quIte hot and sweaty. Its really InconvenIent, and obvIously on the flIght as well, but Its worth It. A teenager appears In court charged wIth conspIracy to murder followIng the shootIng of sasha johnson, the black lIves matter actIvIst. The 6 trIllIon plan. PresIdent bIden pushes the bIggest Imarsana.com/news/spendIng-programme'>SpendIng Programme sInce Imarsana.com/news/world-war'>World War two to try to reboot amerIcas economy