During an appearance on the If it wasn t for my pops having the 10 or 12 racks that it was when I first went to treatment and to spend that on me, I d be fucking dead, he explained. I wouldn t be here right now. That s not to be fucking dramatic, that s just what it is. I was about to die.
He added, I was lucky enough to go to a facility for 30 days. People don t know that that s OK to go to treatment.
The Seattle native also shared that he was unaware that his addiction was a disease and often wondered why he was unable to engage in social drinking or drug use like his friends.