addicts do. to try to get a buzz. and but if you re numb, if you re effomp thetically numb, you can t experience love, where do you get it from? if you re older, that goes away. then you re stuck. like what am i doing here? i ll show you. casey, speaking of love, the gunman s relationship with his girlfriend doesn t appear to be anything like that. maybe from her side, she says that it was, but certainly not from his. she was only on nine of his cruisers. on the haircuts, she said she would come with him, but just sit there waiting out of earshot. fits with very sub serve yent p profile. as you learn more about her, what do you think about her role in his life and whether she had any inkling that something was amiss. i don t believe she had any inkling. this man has so many traits of an addictive personality, definitely as a career gambler