you know, the whole ritual. then holding the glass up to your mouth and just breathing it in. and watching it go through the glass is what i have been more addicted to than the drug, than the high. nyp need go no further than her bunk for another reminder of her life on the outside, a friend just across the street. i put my name up here. not supposed to. i put my name up here, and lives in front of that building here, and he saw me, kept looking around, looked up, saw my name. so then we were waving back and forth. tom hawkins occasionally puts money on her inmate account to buy goods from the jail commissary. he makes regular visits. my relationship with tom is just a friendship, just i met him walking down the road actually. the road was division street. nyp was working as a prostitute
his wife of six months, elena is about to make a drive from detroit to see him. i miss her. it has been hard being locked up. in the end, she s the only one i wanted, all i think of. i promised her i wouldn t get in trouble. doing my best to stay out of trouble. it is easy to get in trouble, hard to get out of it. ain t that the truth though. my wife just likes it buzzed. i m already married, ain t got nobody to impress. happy wife, happy life. took me awhile to learn that one. while he looks forward to seeing his wife, brandee nyp has bigger news. she just returned from court where the judge lowered her bond by $5,000. nyp hopes her friend, tom hawkins, might be able to bail her out. yeah, they came and got me for court, said nyp, get up,
that s good. are you high right now? no, no. i have been clean four days. yep. how do you feel about being fine, i was getting ready to turn myself in. it s all right. four days later, nyp is settled back in her old housing unit, seemingly more insightful about the choices she s made. i never realized it before, when i got out of here last time, i realized that you don t have any friends out there, and i always, you know, out of all those people and all the people you hung out with and done all these things for, you don t have any friends at all, not one. and i also realize that for the first time in three years, i
day, all night, is totally different than being awake and having normal energy. nyp has decided to apply for the sober living unit, a 90 day treatment program she hopes will help her remain sober when she s out of jail. it is important to get in the sober living program for the coping issues. i have a lot of dreams. every time that i lay down, fall asleep, i dream about crack. to whom it may concern. i am a 36-year-old young woman who spent the last two years battling with a crack addiction. i was writing to ask if you could consider me for sober living. i am having some issues coping. it is the education, how to get over the guilt and the shame, how to work through those feelings with your family. thank you for your attention in this matter, sincerely, brandee nyp. it is just important how to start out the structure of just
crack addiction behind her, but those plans are on hold. brandee has been brought back on a bond violation, so the bonding agents are outside with her, appears she s in handcuffs now. we re waiting on a female officer to come in, conduct a pat down search and then we ll process her back into jail. hi. suzi. what s up. not going to run on us, right? no. come on. nyp was apprehended by her bondsman after missing a court date. using last night? no. you re clean? let me see your tongue. back there. nyp is fingerprinted, soon has another mugshot added to the file. look straight at the camera.