might as well fight her and go to seg. i knew michelle was down there. she encourages me to do well. it works. i listen to her. i don t listen to nobody but her. during the one hour she is allowed outside her cell, baker was allowed to visit with wise. but wise recently returned to general population. ready to go, baker? yes, sir. now it s time for baker to return to general population as well. she s going to housing unit f-22, not f-20, where michelle wise was assigned. why the sour face when i told you you were going to 22? coming up back in general population, trinity baker works the system to get the housing assignment she wants. i guess she did what she had to do to get where she needed to get to. my best lawyer is me right
know how long it would be before i could see him again or hold him or smell him. now i can t hold him or smell him or see him. jail officials permitted wise to attend her son s funeral. i remember him being warm and soft and holdable. not in that casket and being cold and stiff. but, i don t regret, i m glad i went. i probably would have regretted not going. wise, who no longer has a relationship with her son s father, last saw her brother at the funeral. she s not been able to reach him since then. my brother got two full months with my son and i got three days. and now my brother is nowhere. my baby is dead and he s gone. i don t have my baby and i don t have my brother. it s i don t understand how he can t. i know he s grieving.
today, wise will have someone to speak to, her brother. chaplain farnam arranged for them to have a contact visit. he agreed to come at 10:00. he may be running late. is it past 10:00? yeah. a short time later, it s apparent her brother had not made it to the visit. i just want to see him. i know. we are going to work on you seeing him, even if you don t see him today. the problem is, he s running through the same processes as you. you know the other day on the phone you told him it isn t his fault. you talk to him about that. but you telling him that and him coming to the belief of that is two different things. you realize that, don t you? yeah. remember you questioned the other day, was it something you did prior to your child being born? you questioned all that. david is going through the same things. he s questioning, is it something i did? could i have done it different or better? until he settles those questions
is there someone here you can talk to? i don t want to talk to people. i just want people to leave me alone. i go to all my classes at nighttime. i lay in bed and i have all kind of bad thoughts. normally, wise would have had her beth friend and her brother s girlfriend, trenty baker to speak to, but baker was transferred to prison two weeks earlier. it was so sad watching her go. a crying battle. she was a really good support for me, you know. i would like to think i was for her, too. it was sad watching her walk out. let s go to the chapel. today, wise will have someone to speak to, her brother. chaplain farnam arranged for them to have a contact visit. he agreed to come at 10:00. he may be running late.
i am here by myself, i need my brother or my baby, one of the two. is there someone here you can talk to? just i don t want to talk to people. i just want people to leave me alone. i go to all my classes. at nighttime i lay in bed and i have all kinds of bad thoughts. normally wise would have had her best friend and her brother s girlfriend, trinity baker, to speak to, but baker was transferred to prison two weeks earlier. it was so sad watching her go. it was just a crying battle because she was a really good support for me, you know. and i would like to think i was for her, too. it was sad watching her walk out. let s go to the chaplain. today wise will have someone to speak to. her brother. chaplain farnum arranged for the two of them to have a special contact visit. he agreed to come at 10:00.