and ijust. again, i wonder now to bring it to you, whetherfor you, despite the fact that the trial of larry nassar, the doctor who worked so closely with the us national team, who was eventually convicted of a string of sex and child pornography crimes in 2018, although that is some years ago, whetherfor you in your own mind it is still a trauma that you deal with all the time. yeah, absolutely. it s something that even after this interview, i ll probably feel sick for the rest of the day orfor a few days. i feel even just nauseous thinking about it right now. it s something that affects me. and i think with healing, it s not one size fits all. there are certain days where i wake up and i feel better and there are other days where i feel something triggers me a lot more easily. but i think any time i do