and of course there were all kinds of voices saying it s not happening. the grief i felt was the bu tu beauty that i know the earth has and is and expresses itself all the time, a tree is talking to you when it moves its leaves, dogs bark and tell you things that are meaningful, doctor recently said i was watching my dog looking at the sink, looking, looking at the sink. why is he looking at he s telling me he s thirsty! and the dog speaking how do lions plan an attack on an animal they need to kill to eat? how do they do it without language? there s this whole communication going on in nature that we re so unaware of, and it s dying. it s in danger of being extinct. that s the grief. you know, the last chapter of the book is entitled when i m