operate on me, my leg went with it. became a triple amputee. two nurses pumped air into my lungs for nine hours straight. nine hours. nine hours straight pumping it. to stay alive. april 12th they cut my hand off. april 14th i woke up for the first time in germ nip my 25th birthday. to find out from my brother-in-law the extent of my injury. quadruple amputee. what did he say to you? the first thing, they asked if i knew my name. kept saying mills. like the movie brave heart getting louder. i said how are my soldiers? two guys got hurt with me. i knew that. i said, am i paralyze? no, you re not paralyzed. i looked at him, josh, can you tell me the truth? i can t feel my fingers and toes, am i paralyzed? he said you re not, you don t have your fingers and toes anymore. i went, oh. i was real quiet for a while. i didn t want to call my family. i was pretty embarrassed. you were embarrassed. i was embarrassed. let down. my family. you know, i wasn t good at my job, something