every now and then she got a love letter from manard. one of them was like i wish i could write in on my whitehorse and rescue you from that prison there keeping you in. wasn t a fairytale over at this point? yeah. finally i got to the point where i was like, you know, i am done with this. when she got out, toby wanted desperately to repair the relationship with her two sons. but that proved impossible. her older son kept his distance. and just a year after her release, her youngest son died of cancer. when i went to visit him in the hospital, i told him that i always loved him. and that i never stopped loving him. and he said, i know mom. i know you love me. and i asked him if i could give him a hug. and he said no. i mean, when you hear a story like that? it wasn t worth it. now. tell the says that she is