work, the money, preparation that goes into this dream the pressure. so much pressure. and so i m in makeup and there is a large back stage area and there is a secluded part for hair and makeup, lots of security to make sure nobody messes with us. i m in hair and makeup with hot rollers in my hair and nothing but a robe on. and he comes waltzing in, and not like a are you nervous, how are you doing, not that. which that also would have been weird, but it wasn t it was no sort of camaraderie. it was just a, i own you. you re my property, and i just want to check things out. and i was just like, what? and then he walked into the dressing room. there s only one entrance in and
and down like i was a piece of meat. and i was so disturbed and grossed out by this interaction. and then i was just like, all right, i hope that s it. i hope that s the only interaction i have to have with this guy. and then the night of finals, which imagine all of the hard work, the money, preparation that goes into this dream the pressure. so much pressure. and so i m in makeup and there is a large back stage area and there is a secluded part for hair and makeup, lots of security to make sure nobody messes with us. i m in hair and makeup with hot rollers in my hair and nothing but a robe on. and he comes waltzing in, and not like a are you nervous, how are you doing, not that. which that also would have been weird, but it wasn t it was no sort of camaraderie. it was just a, i own you. you re my property, and i just want to check things out. and i was just like, what?