them, oh, one, two, three, four, five. there s a poker party and you forgot to invite me. morgan says openness and honesty has served him well in an environment where homophobia can run rampant. i was 100% open that i was gay. that s the way i live my life and i wasn t going to hide it. people took more of a liking to me, a trust to me. i wasn t considered a liar like somebody who is hiding it. it s the distrust there. it s all about trust being in prison. it s an open house. thank you. but honestly alone wasn t always enough. i ve had to fight quite a few times. i m not going to have anything taken from me. not material things, i mean sexual bodily function things, too. i m not having anything taken from me. you have to stand your ground. i ll put the purse down and i ll put my wallet down, okay, and i ll have to fight.