i get to laugh with him. i don t know how i would feel if i didn t have that chance, other than i know i d have a hole in my heart and be at loss. it s hard to talk about the funeral. we had just a very few people there. i think in the room, maybe there were 12 people also. i wanted to have the body cremated before i left the premises because i was so afraid someone would hurt him or take him. i remember looking up at windows because i was afraid of the media, and i was constantly watching to make sure someone wasn t on some ladder somewhere trying to look in, snapping pictures of dylan in his casket or snapping pictures of us. he was just there in a cardboard box and they allowed each of us to have a few minutes with him. so my husband and my son and i each had time with him alone to say goodbye.
i was pretty much off the mark before i was pretty much off the mark before march five, so this is like my time before march five, so this is like my time to before march five, so this is like my time to kind of redeemed myself a little bit my time to kind of redeemed myself a little bit and try and help him out. that s little bit and try and help him out. that s what little bit and try and help him out. that s what i see myself as a father. that s what i see myself as a father. to that s what i see myself as a father, to try and help him do the best he father, to try and help him do the best he can father, to try and help him do the best he can and support him to become best he can and support him to become a best he can and support him to become a better person. i don t want to hold become a better person. idon t want to hold any become a better person. i don t want to hold any anger to him. to me, that is to hold any anger to him. to me, that is not to hol
out of there alive, but one centimeter any direction, and i wouldn t be here talking to you. reporter: 63-year-old jackie sundheim was one of the seven who did not survive. for me it s just there s just a massive hole, and a hole in my heart, a hole in my life. it s just that sheer impact of how many people knew her and that she touched. reporter: her husband and daughter sat down for their first interview since her murder. i would hate for her memory to become something, this, i don t want it to just be this. i want her joy and her laughter to be what people remember. as a society we have to find a place where someone can t just wake up in the morning and decide, i want to go out and shoot 50 strangers. [ crowd chanting ] reporter: within days of the mass shooting, a new movement began for a federal ban on assault rifles led by those closest to the trauma.
jury, actually, pretty high, because they re going to want to show the questions and the answers that the president responded to when they bring this to court. and i know you ll follow it all the way, tom. great to see you in person. yes. tributes to colin powell pouring in from across the country and around the globe. up next, his impact on the u.s. military and on the world stage. here is lloyd austin on powell s impact on him personally. i lost a tremendous personal friend and mentor. he has been my mentor for a number of years. he always made time for me, and i could always go to him with tough issues. he always had great counsel. we will certainly miss him. i feel as if i had v a hole in my heart. a hole in my heart
dead from a fentanyl overdose. his mother, deena, found him in the basement. i can tell you miss him. i do, i do. i miss him every day, i have a hole in my heart. reporter: matthew, who strugemmed with depression, it taken a pill laced with fentanyl 100 times more potent than heroin. i saw matthew and quickly turned him over and i knew he was gone. reporter: nearly 75% of the drug-related deaths last year were attributed to illegal fentanyl. it s smuggled into the u.s., mainly from mexico, hidden in tires, trucks, even loads of frozen fish. in lor aido, texas, seizures at the border are up 1,500% this year. we re seeing them in very small packages, which makes it even more challenging for our workforce to interdict. reporter: the cartels lace drugs like cocaine and heroin with fentanyl, and use it to make fake pain pills that end up on american streets. the u.s. government seized 1.8