activity and how do you get through this? i am in pain. my heart doesn t have room for hate or resentfulness. because i am a christian. wendy was a child of god. we just know that it is coming from him, not anywhere else. i just let it go. jillian: the strength of that family truly remarkable. according to court documents the 23-year-old suspect had a history of using k 2, a synthetic form of marijuana, police have not confirmed whether that played a role in this random attack.