is, which is why the reaction was this was something i ve never seen before. joe , what s happened to you personally? i always think of the personal stories behind these kind of sensational attacks on traditionalism that we ve been covering since this show s inception almost five years ago now what s happened to you as a man, as a coach , as a as a professional, as inspired so over the years? yeah, it s so difficult to actually put it into words . l you have something that you love deeply and coaching is something that i mean, i never knew how much those young men would ever mean to me and then all of a sudden it gets taken away from you. so life becomes just a big old mess. not to mention that my wife actually worked for the school . ourict so you can imagine that the h.r. department wasep up towi their eyeballs with coach kennedy. it sh just been a mess and i m