it got me down here by myself and i ve been just chilling and relaxing. i feel better being by myself sometimes because i m introverted and i don t like being around a bunch of guys. especially unedit kaed guys pouncing at you and obviously homophobic and all kinds of other things. so it s just so in a way it was a good thing? yes, it was a good thing, for my mental health. as merithew awaits his sentencing, the time arrived for another inmate. three months earlier, pamala specken was convicted of dui for the fifth time in ten years. today she goes to court to hear her sentence. my guidelines are still 7 to 23 months. i m expecting that the judge will go in the middle and give me 15 months. the worst that can happen is he can max me out to five years, if he wants. he s the judge. this is one of the worst parts.