ambush, you know? i am full of many mixed emotions of, a, being here and others not being here. i can t, i can t answer questions when it comes to that, because i don t know why i m still here other than there was some type ofdivine intervention that kept that round from penetrating through my car and hitting something else. so i don t, you know, the true story is about four heroes that were wounded or killed. you know? and for a fireman to lay under his truck almost mortally wounded and give directions, because i ve listened to his account of what happened, is commendable. you know? that guy, under fire, is on his fire radio telling them this is where he is, this is what i see, this is what s going on. and then to have a webster officer actually on scene and for him to actually engage this