17th was on the right side. 18th was on the right side. trowbridge has decided to mark his 30th birthday by writing a letter to the elderly woman he robbed, murdered and sexually assaulted. i can never ask you to forgive me for the horrible things i did to you. i can t find it in me to forgive myself. i am sorry i stole your sense of security when i snuck in your home and stole your accomplishments and enzephyrs when i took your belongings. i m sorry i stole your dignity. i m sorry i stole you from your loved ones when i very cowardly took the life that god gave you. there is no words that can ever suppress how sorry i am. to those who knew and loved [ bleep ] i m sorry and will not ask for your forgiveness either. i have hurt you in ways that
every day for over half my life not a moment has gone by when i didn t hang my head in guilt and shame. that s it. why did you feel the need to write that? well, i think it was this was as much for myself as it was for anybody else s sake. i this is going to sound kind of silly but i really didn t couldn t comprehend death until someone i knew until i had experienced that loss. and it it kind of put things in a completely different perspective when my grandma died. trowbridge s cell mate wrote a
open 504. shortly after bean and trowbridge are allowed back this their cell, corrections officers return to administer the drug tests. we test for morphine, oxy, meth, cocaine and marijuana. bean. the containers are designed with a drug detection patch that provides immediate results. all right. bean, right? i have you showing positive for methamphetamine. that s your testing. you want it sent to the lab. send it to the lab. he can request a second test from a lab.
that s what i got the look at for the rest of my life. those wires. that might be the closest that i ever get to freedom is close but it s far away. that s what lock up is. that is what my extended stay is like. that s for real. that s real life. it s not high like in the movies. it ain t none of that, man. this is my bed. when i look out the window that s what i see. dustin trowbridge keeps a record of the cells he occupied over the last 15 years. i wrote down where i was every birthday since i been here. 15th was in the drunk tank in the county jail. 16th was in the cell above me. 17th was on the right side. 18th was on the right side. trowbridge has decided to
shortly after bean and trowbridge are allowed back this their cell, corrections officers return to administer the drug tests. we test for morphine, oxy, meth, cocaine and marijuana. bean. the containers are designed with a drug detection patch that provides immediate results. all right. bean, right? i have you showing positive for methamphetamine. that s your testing. you want it sent to the lab. send it to the lab. there ain t no way. he can request a second test from an outside lab if he tests